If Only. . .

If only,

if only,

if only. . . 

I've gotten in the habit of saying

if only.

It's something I need to stop.

I think that if only

I had saved more money while he was gone.

If only

I could fix my car sooner

(it's currently in need).

If only

I had thought to do this

or that.

I NEED TO STOP.

Give me some credit!

I'm a girl waiting for a missionary,

who will soon be done,

that alone is a big deal.

If only, if only, if only. . .

Those don't won't do me anything good.