It might be weird to post on here.
My life is so different now.
I'm writing this, because sometimes people don't get it.
How we fell apart when we seemed so promising.
It didn't work out.
I'd love to vent it out and bash Gibson's
life
family
friends.
It was too much,
so I won't.
A lot happened when Gibson got home that I didn't expect.
Words had been said and letters sent
that turned out not to mean a thing.
Turns out I wasn't loved,
and it wasn't even that he wasn't ready.
I was never the plan,
from the beginning.
After being lead along for a few months I didn't even want to marry the guy,
I just wanted to see how it would go.
Then I was dropped.
I felt as if I would never be loved again.
I did everything I could and it hadn't mattered.
I stopped going to my ward activities and became "inactive".
After a time of depression I prayed,
"If the right guy is out there, please let him find me."
My answer came that I should start going to FHE and ward prayer again.
"Okay fine, but it better be worth it."
-I actually remember the words coming out like that-
The next day I went to FHE for my ward.
We were playing kickball and having a BBQ.
I have to give my friend Tony credit, he immediately made friends with me
along with a guy named Jason.
All of the sudden I had a new group of friends!
It was the funnest FHE I'd ever been to,
until the next week.
I met David the next week.
We were playing a game called "murder in the dark" in the church gym.
I was the murderer. . .
David is tall, and when I went up behind him (to slit his throat) by the time I reached his throat I meant business.
Needless to say I won that round,
and we went on to play a card game, extreme spoons.
David got my number at church the following Sunday by "needing a haircut".
Now it's December and I am engaged to the best man on Earth.
He's going to take care of me,
and I'm going to take care of him.
We will be sealed in the Lord's temple for all time and eternity.
I am more happy than I've ever been in my whole life.
He treats me so well!
The Lord always follows through.
He takes care of me and knows what I go through.
I had faith, and was obedient to a prompting by the Holy Ghost and found my soul mate.
So many things have lead me to David.
I love him.
